sometimes i don't wanna be happy cause i know that once i am happy another bad thing is soon to come :'(...so sad...poor me...really don't know why my life turns to be like this...i just want to be happy wif my life,my special ones...is that something wrong wif it??? am i not good enough for this??? keep questioning myself...WHY?! i'm not strong enough to face this...Oh God!!!...help me plez...help me to endure this feeling...finally accepted that i will NEVER be good enough for anyone =( rite....
down jugak akhirnya...i'm wondering how life can be so unpredictable.. one minute, everything is so good n then suddenly the next minute, everything just turns around..kuatkan la semangat aku utk tempuh semua dugaan nie...jdikan la aku seorg manusia yg kuat semangat seperti dulu...bukan mcm skrg yg lemah n x berdaya...mana perginye nadya yg dlu y mampu berhadapan ngan apa sahaja tnpa tangisan...knp bila aku berhadapan ngan mslah seperti nie, aku cepat melatah??? knp dulunya tidak??? bukan ke x ada istilah putus asa lam kamus hidup aku???tapi knp sekarang istilah tue wujud lam diri aku...apakah aku dh x sekuat dulu utk hadapi semua nie...air mata bukan penyelesaian segala masalah yg berlaku lam hidup...
p/s: i don't want to be like this~~~The girl who seemed unbreakable, BROKE. The girl who always laughed, CRIED. The girl who never gave up, finally QUIT and said "I can't do this anymore"
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